Why do I now want love want intimacy I want romance! I want butterfly in my stomachs I want the fast heart beat when my phone rings or a text sound! excited to see and be held and kissed slowly until I lose my breath! anddd… my body start feeling these tingles! Why do I want to feel secure when I’m been held and a nice tight squeeze when he sense I’m!! I’m unsure! Why do I want to rub cheek to cheek and I touch face with the back of my hand slowly and while my other hand hold dearly the other side of face!!! anddddd…. I stare into gazing in the honest eye and he says…! before he says it I feel. Does that still exist, I haven’t felt that in a decade!