Soooo!!! I realize now for me, feeling numb is a blessing, it’s a protection and it’s a way of me to focus
When it comes to feelings I don’t know how to control it
when it comes to feelings I don’t how to differentiate reality and —-imagination
I guess this where I get to recognize my strengths and my weaknesses
When my heart is not open, it doesn’t mean I’m heartless
It simply mean, it’s a stop sign, for criminals of love refuse to turn into a victim of love
It doesn’t mean that I can’t love
It just means, I’m able to place my love to where it’s necessary
Where I can mentally process because the heart can fool you.
“Go where your heart is”, they say!
Your heart could lead to your finish.
“Trust your heart” they say!
your heart could lead astray from anything & everything
You heart could lead to your animalistic ways and not able to process or use your intelligence
when heart is open wide, humankind could robbed you from any belief that you had in people even yourself
Soooo! Now that I know the difference! Take me back to where I know my strength lies. Where it’s cold as ice.
My Mental Memoirs